dearest pamela.

we really love you girl,
and we dont want to lose you like this.

we may have been selfish,
but we all have our faults and flaws are abundant,
and i pray you can accept them as they are.

we've been through so much together, the few of us.
and in this time, i'd like to believe that we've grown to look past our differences.
we're not kids anymore, and i know that we're capable of being mature when the need arises.
and momentarily, there is that need.

it may seem like we've abandoned you, but in reality we havent.
this friendship is not as weak as you perceive or describe it to be,
and i resent that you believe so.

we're gonna have to get through this together, and i believe you want to.
unless you want to hate us forever. (please dont)

and just in case you've misunderstood, we do not put our other half before our friends.
its just a matter of who needs us more
and if right now you need us, we'll be around.
dont you dare doubt that.

circumstances may have changed, but trust me we havent.
and you are not our plan B, so don't say that.

i want us to be okay, and we will.
it's your call.